Friday, January 14, 2011

To Blog.

You know, I've never really understood the point in blogging. I've given this a few tries in the past - but I've never stuck with it.

Why? Well, why would I?

I struggle with 'what to write' that and I'm just bad at keeping up with this. Although, I wonder, why not keep my thoughts to my journal? Why bring them into the blog-sphere?

Is this place appropriate for such thoughts? Unlikely. So what do I write about here? This is a question I have not yet found the answer to. However, I am not against blogging and I suppose I've had an urge to blog a little after reading through various blogs.

Anyways, have you ever wanted to do something, but didn't know how to start? This is my current situation with poetry. I have never been a fan of writing poetry - in fact I always despised such assignments that required me to do so. I have always found writing poems to be more of a hassle then rewarding - and I have never found the desire to write a poem.

Until recently that is. I suddenly have an urge to write a poem - I don't want to publish the poem in any medium, I just want to write it for the sake of expressing myself. Yet, I have found it impossible to start...

I have had many things in my head - I've been working on it for quite awhile... And yet, when I try to write something down or to even say it... I lose it.

Who knew that my desire to write a poem - an event that I have always despised - would be so hard for me to do now.

Anyways, I'm done with this for now. Adios.